I AM EVIL!!!! MUH HA HA HA!!!!!

HOLY SEGA GENESIS!

2008-07-19T01:14:37Z

I cant believe I still have this! I havent updated using this username in so long! Although I use my other LJ quite frequently.

My current LJ is under the username:

bullets4romance

I've changed some..ok a bit more than imagined. Although if you still wish to be my LJ friend, you're invited to check out my other LJ!

Til next time :)

xoxo
L

Yo!!!

2007-07-08T06:15:01Z

Great gonads batman! wow. i haven't updated here for a while! Sorry I was gone for so long! A lot has happened not really gonna bother to explain. Just need to know that all of it was exciting.

Today. i went with my dad so he can get another tattoo. That was pretty cool, cause i got to see one of my amizing friends Damion(not sure how to spell his name), yeah Damion is amazing. And hot. And good at playing the guitar. Not to mention tattooing(if that's a real word). Pretty cool and all.

I've been hangin out with friends and all.

Been with my sister a lot.

Oh yes! I got obsessed with another manga! It's called "eternal sabbath". It's pretty good, check it out!

And there is another band that I've gotten obsessed with: Nobody Knows+
Yes! An amazing band. Although i still completely love my chemical romance. I will never forget them! They are actually the only band that has made such amazing songs, that I like/love every one of them! There is not one song from my chemical romance that i am not in love with. But I mean how can you go wrong with people in your band like, the amazing lead singer, Gerard Way. Great guitarists(and i mean kick ass), Ray Toro and Frank Iero. the best bass, Mikey Way. And of course the best drummer, Bob Bryer. Not to mention that they are all pretty hot. Man1 I love the chemical brothers so much! Go Mikey! Go Gerard! I'm pretty sure that i know everything there is to know about them. Sometimes I scare myself ^_^

Just chillin here at home. Hope to update later!

I can't wait!!!

2007-04-28T22:22:37Z

I cannot wait for Spiderman 3 to come out! For all of you marvel fans...I think you'll think these pics are awesome. May 4th it should be coming! i can't wait!

Then Again

2007-03-16T22:07:49Z

Yeah I haven't had time to update in a really long time! Tests and crap. Not much has happened. Boring. But well there is one thing............but that's a secret ^_~* No. Seriously it is. I kinda promised I wouldn't tell.All you need to know was that it was a really awkward type moment. it was never ment to happen. And we are still JUST FRIENDS!!!!

I am so pooped. Ha! Pooped is a funny word. Oh! And so is Shcow! Sheep and cow. All i got to say is..........

Yep! that's how I feel right now. Pooped and glad it's Friday.

About to go to the movies with my older bro, his girlfriend, Rob, and that's about all. But yeah. We're gonna go see a scary movie called DEAD SILENCE. I'ts a movie where dolls come alive. And I've always been afraid of dolls since I was like two! i mean freakishly afraid. But I shall be brave!!!!

the person of my life

2007-02-28T18:45:39Z

These anime pics are for my mommy......I Will Forever Miss You

I LOVE YOU MOMMY ^_~*

Life...blah

2007-02-28T17:37:38Z

So, today was grad pics. And I missed them because I have three appointments today!!!!!! Doctor, eye doctor, and dentist. not only that, but today totally sucks! Here's why.

For one, it's the anniversery of my mother's death. So, it's one of the hardest times of the year for me. I miss her so much! Can you believe that out of all the friends I have, only one person even remembered it was today?!? Krista. she was the only one of my so called "best friends" that remembered what today was. But that's okay. You know why? Because it just goes to show you how much you mean to your friends. And some of my friends come complaining to me because they had to clean their room, or they didn't get their way when fighting with their parents. Or they even talk back to their parents, and wonder why they got punished. Then they say "oh I hate this world so much cause I didn't get my way!" Blah blah blah! I wanna see you complain when you got real problems! My friends don't know me. We just hang out because it entertains us. Hell, they probably don't even know what my favorite color is (green). You'd think that your best friends would be there to comfort you on a day like this. But my friends don't even remember. And I thank you Krista. For being there for me. You're amazing ^_^

And for a "certain someone" that I was having problems with earlier.......just like I predicted, she went back to doing the same thing over again. But, I can't change a person. Nor do I want to. But, it really is pissing me off. To the point where sometimes I just wanna slap her. But, oh well. No offense towards the person. You'll always be you. And nothing can change that. But you might just wanna get that stick out your ass every once in a while (no offense) but you should, no offense.

You know what's funny. You can say something mean, and then say "no offense" afterwards and suddenly everything is alright. Well, that's in most cases.

Right now, I just wanna see my Mom. It's officially been two years since her death. In a way I'm happy that she is in a better place. But....I can't help the feeling that I want her here with me. She really was the only person I ever truly, with all my heart, trusted (besides rob my lil bro of course) I just wish that she would come back. And she wouldn't have breast cancer. I just wish everything could turn back to normal. I wish I could redo the whole thing. I wish she didn't have to suffer. I wish she could hold me, and tell me everything is alright. But no matter how much I prayed for her to get better, no matter how much I pleaded to God to help her get better. No matter how much I wished. It never worked. That's when I realized............that some wishes don't come true.

Yo!

2007-02-18T19:00:23Z

Yo! Still at my sister's house. Doing nothing really. But at least yesterday I got to watch anime and stuff! Oh yeah, speaking of anime......you see I'm not that big of a Dragon Ball Z fan. But, my lil bro is. And he just got this new movie of DBZ and it's called
Wrath Of The Dragon. And surprisingly.....I thought it was a great movie! So sad. And actiony! I loved it! I wish to watch it again! For some reason I fell in love with the "legendary anime" Dragon Ball Z. Many people do call it the legendary anime. I just LOVE Gohan! For some odd reason i think he's HOT!!!!!!!!!!!! He is> < He's super hot. Okay enough of that.

So, I'm next to this kid right now....and he's hilarious! He's about 5 years old. and if you've ever seen Fosters Home For Imaginary Friends, then you would so think this kid is exactly like the character Cheese! But even more hilarious! He's awesome!

So that's about all for now. See ya!

Dun dun dun!

2007-02-18T04:02:34Z

I'm at my sister's house right now! Awesomeness! I love my sis! Nothin to say really. Well, I'm just gonna randomly leave now......

yet another day

2007-02-16T01:25:08Z

Yesterday was valentines day. So....HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!!

Once again, Rob's birthday! Celebrate! Weet Woot!

School was boring. Bleh! But it wasn't that bad. Me and this kid named Scott R. and this kid named Eric R. were cracking up in P.E.! It was hilarial! We were just making so many jokes! And then my friend Shannon came in and it was even more fun! School was decent.

To tell you the truth...........I really don't have much to say. Yeah, just on here cause I'm bored. Well i'm leaving now. Gotta celebrate Rob's birthday! He's the same age as me for like a month! We're technically not a year apart. More like 11 months apart. So there is a month where we are the same age. This month and next. Then I'm 14 and he's 13. that's just how we are! We're cool like that!

See ya!

Happy Birthday Rob!!!!!

2007-02-15T13:54:31Z

Happy Birthday Rob!!!!!!

Yeah, so it's my lil bro's birthday today! He's 13 now! Damn! I just realized he's now the same age as me! And it's gonna be like this for a month! Damn! Ah well! Nothin I can do about it.......unless.............

There's school today. Darn you school! Hope it's not too boring though. Yeah I should probably go now. Have to put on my coat and stuff. then go outside to wait for the bus. It's freezing out there! You know what I need? I need to lay down on my nice warm bed. yeah....................................ah warmness.

Well, gotta go! See ya! And once again.................

Happy Birthday Rob!!!!

So uh...snow!

2007-02-13T21:28:06Z

Snow day today! Yay!

this is a pic of what should be happening today. But, I'm cold.

I woke up at 6 am, and went online to make sure if we had school or not. It said we did. So, I got ready and stuff. And I was perfectly ready to go to school then............
I went online again to make sure we had school. AND IT SAID SCHOOL WAS CANCELED!!!! That sucked! Cause I was ready and everything! Then my dad said "since your ready and evreything, why don't you go out and shovel the driveway." It's freezing outside! Tons of snow! Damn snow! It's like a blizzard outside! Oh well. Can't do anything about it. Besides move to Texas.

I'm spending the day watching TV with Rob my bro. And that's not all that exciting, but it's always hilarious hanging out with him! Speaking of which, he found this pic online, and it's hilarial!

I know it's kinda mean...but I couldn't help it! Gotta go!

Happy Birthday

2007-02-13T21:12:26Z

Happy Birthday merirustryfe!!!

So...

2007-02-13T00:31:54Z

So today I went outta town with my sister. It was really fun! Did tons of stuff!

And it's supposed to snow tonight. There supposed to be lots of snow. I hope there's so much snow that school is canceled!!!!!!!!!!! But it probably won't happen. Uber sadness. Anyways, being rushed to go! See ya!

Need Some Help

2007-02-11T23:46:47Z

Since I am like tech challenged, I need advice on how to get something. I WANT A COOL ANIME MOUSE POINTER!!!! Any ideas on how to get one????? I really want one!

Stuff That Happened.....

2007-02-08T23:07:42Z

So, what's up!! School was...well, this page is dedicated to someone. And I would like for her to read it...

Having to do with friends.....Rebecca hasn't been here all week! So sad. And not only that but, well......I felt kinda bad during lunch ,but not really. You see I have a friend who is fairly close to me, and sometimes I just wanna string her neck!!! Her name is confidential. But well, you see, lately I've been wanting to tell her whats on my mind. But I'm afraid it'll offend her. And I know she knows who she is, so I'm gonna try saying it to her now. Well, it started some time ago. And, I've been holding back a while now. But today, I let a little something slip out during lunch. Well, she was talking about what someone said to her, and she was getting really down about it. And I tried giving her advice. The thanks for being a friend comment I get is..."what the fuck! You don't control my emotions!" I got pissed,and this time I couldn't hold it back. I didn't go completely off on her like I wanted to, but I got my point across. I said "Slow the fuck down! I'm only trying to help you!" Confidential person, well, you don;t really understand. It's like lately I haven't been able to tell you anything. Mostly because almost every time we talk, it's about you, or someone you love. And, yes, I can listen to you, but I want for you to be able to listen back. But the truth is that I can't talk to you anymore about my feelings ,and personal things. I can't talk to anybody about them really. And for some reason, I feel like you take my friendship for granted, Confidential person, I will be there during your bad moods, and your good. But, when you're mad at someone, and take it out on other people, when we didn't do anything to you, I feel hurt. Please, make it easier. I love you like a sister. But, sometimes, I wish you could understand me like you used to...........

Tu Madre Va Al Colegio!!! (spanish)

2007-02-02T00:15:40Z

Yeah.........for some reason, today this day has been really long!

Oh yes! Funny story! Okay, the teams playing in the superbowl : Bears(go Chicago!) and Colts(you suck) Anways, alot of people were wearing Bear stuff today at school. And my social studies teacher was the only one that was wearing a Colts thing! She's a former colts cheerleader. And I'm serious, she really was! And our principal, and tons of other teachers came into our classroom (and it just so happened during our class period) and turned on music, and everyone, note key word being EVERYONE in the class, including half the team teachers,and office people, started singing the Bears official theme song! Background music and everything! "Bear down, Chicago bears!" then something rather...... Yeah, that probably made my day!

Tomarrow I'm supposed to go to the movies with my friends. And possibly sleep over at either Krista's house or someone else's house. Just know that it's not mine ^_^ I'm either going to see Epic Movie(funny stuff) or The Messengers(scary stuff) Either one will make me content.

Starting on a health project...ugh! I dislike health.

I'm trying this one thing, where I don't say really mean or bad words to anyone. Hope I can do it. Cheer me on!

Please tell me who you vote for to win the Superbowl XLI :

Bears ..............................................................if you pick this you'll get candy

or

Colts................................................................if you pick this you will endure
                                                                          years of stalking, an evil bunny
                                                                          massacre, and then we'll kill
                                                                          you adn throw you in a river!!!!

And Rebecca is "elated" not "related"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dun dun dun!

2007-02-01T00:28:01Z

I haven't updated in forever! So let's pick up "kind of" where we left off! For on: GO BEARS!! THEY'RE GOIN' TO THE SUPERBOWL!! HELL YEAH!! ALL YOU CHICAGO HATERS CAN CHOKE ON A MONKEY!!!

Let's see what else.....oh yeah! My tickets finally came in!! I'm going to see the My Chemical Romance and Rise Against concert!!! Yay me!!!! Good bands.....cool beans.......xD

Today after school Eric threw a banana at my head! Gross! Cuz it was a rotten banana peel that was in the snow! I got him back by kicking him, and throwing a salami sammich at him (and that is just how i spell sammich), and he screaned like the girl he is! The salami sammich was something i just found in a plastic bag in the snow. It's amazing what you'll find in the field of snow at our school! Me and Krista actually found a pair of pants in the field! Weird......scary.....I'm frightened....=___=

There was this thing from poets all over the country, and I sent in a poem......and I'm a finalist!!! And my poem is getting published in a book! It's funny because only a small fraction of people get in.....AND I GOT IN!!! Yeah, i can win like $10,000, but even if I don't win, I still get a lot of money.

My Dad is buying my new shoes.

Chico (my dog) is sick....poor thing :_____;

I've been uber busy with school, and on Feb. 17 I have to take my entrance exams for high school....AGAIN!!!!!
Because I'm probably going to Bloom Trail instead of Bloom. And i have to take another entrance exam.

Well, that's about all. i have to go. See ya!

I'm back!

2007-01-28T20:42:33Z

Seeing as I haven't updated in forever is, well, uh........HI!!! Lot's of stuff happened since I last updated. But uh I don't really feel like typing everything right now. Maybe later. My friend is getting back from Calorado soon. Haven't seen anybody this weekend. Not much lately. BORED LIKE CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!! I feel really sorry for ditching Rebecca adn Michelle this weekend and not going to see the movie with them. Well, i'll update later! See ya!!

p.s never forget.......

CHARLIE THE UNICORN IS AMAZING!!!

Asian Kung Fu Generation!

2007-01-17T00:31:54Z

Good News! I am obssessed(if that's how you spell it) with another band! ASIAN KUNG FU GENERATION!!!! Yes, yes, that's right, I said Asian Kung Fu Generation! They are the most amazing band! Look tem up on youtube and you'll most likely find them. They are most known for playing as an anime theme song. For example the last beginning theme to Fullmetal Alchemist. Or the second(or fourth depending on where you live) beginning theme to Naruto! They are amazing! And I am determined to get their songs! I will win you AKG!(according to other fans, that's what they have nick named the band....AKG......wow...)

I LOVE ASIAN KUNG FU GENERATION!!!!!

Sorry ;_____;

2007-01-16T02:07:32Z

Sorry i haven't updated in a while! I've been uber busy! And I don't have much time right now, so I better go. Sorry ;______;

Till next time!

miyu_kotobuki @ 2007-01-08T17:17:00

2007-01-08T23:19:59Z

Rebecca told David I liked him. WHICH IS ENTIRELY NOT TRUE!!!!!! SHE IS THE ONE THAT LIKES HIM!!!!! But I got back at her......but she doesn't know just what I did yet! Love you like a sister Rebecca *smiles an evil smile* mwah ha ha!

Tired...must rest.....falling asleep....=______=

Bleh!

2007-01-08T04:07:13Z

Ack! I have school tomarrow. Which probably means I should be going to bed =__= But oh well. I really need some Mountain Dew right now. I finally got my Dooney and Bourke purse back! So I will be wearing it tomarrow! Yippy! Although I hate the homework, I still like going to school to see my friends. So sad, winter break is over! ;____; Let's have a moment of silence please.............................................enough of that. Anyways see ya!

The movie..

2007-01-07T07:11:09Z

So, me, Rebecca, and Leah, went to see Freedom Writers. It was a friggin great movie. It was sad though. And it was based on a true story. But those kind of things...like gangs...and drive-bys. They for real. They happen.And they're scary as hell. I really didn't want to say anything to Rebecca and Leah...but well let me explain.

I was raised all over. San Diego, Mexico, Texas, A very bad part of Chicago Heights, A trailer park, and well, where I live now. But, where I live now, isn't a bad place ^_^

San Diego was alright. Then, I moved to Mexico.

Mexico....well......let's just say, it's not the safest place. My family is from Michoacan, and Rio Bravo. And as a kid, I lived in Rio Bravo for a little while. I never really went out. Cause my Mom told me not to. There were always people selling drugs. Drunk people that fell asleep in parks. People on the streets were always getting in fights. But that was just the way it was. Then I moved to Texas.

Some of my Mom's side of the family lived in Texas. And..they're a lot worse than my Dad's side. My Mom's maiden name is Loya. And.....well...the Loya's are pretty well known to some gangs. Thank God my Dad's last name is Reynoso -_- In Texas we lived in the ghetto. Because my Mom was young.And my Dad worked as hard as he could. But we weren't....well.."wealthy". We were surrounded by dead beats. I just wanted to leave there as soon as possible.

Then, we came to Illinois. We moved to a trailer park, called Lynwood. I guess it was okay. At least there I had friends. But you couldn't go anywhere without seeing at least one drug atict (if that's how you spell it)

Then we moved to Chicago Heights, to a place nick named "The Hill". Nothing but Latinos there. Well, that was back when I was a kid. But.....I think The Hill was a much scarier place then ever. There were a lot of drive-bys. We lived in a small apartment. Drug dealers hung out around the parks. So we weren't allowed there. We had to walk in groups if we ever went anywhere. But above all....the drive bys scared the hell outta me. The only thing you could do was lie down, and pray that you weren't the one getting hit. Let me tell ya something scary.

While we were living on The Hill, my Mom had a cousin. And her cousin had two sons. Christian and Benjamin. Or Chris and Benji. There was a drive-by, and they were aiming for their apartment. Know why? Well, a few days before, they're Dad ran off. As in abandoned them. And apparently because he didn't pay for his drugs on time. They were aiming for Benji's house. The boys were on the floor. next thing you know the shooting stops......And Benji is dead. Chris couldn't talk for months. his mom was depressed. Chris was 10. And Benji was only 7. I was 7, and Rob was 6. But....Benji was one of our only friends. Damn it! He was only seven! It's sad. But it's life. This crap really does happen.

R.I.P Benjamin "Benji" Gonzalez

Dun dun dun

2007-01-06T03:26:17Z

So, me and Leah finally did the tape! It was hilarious! Although, I was bummed out, because I wanted Rebecca to be there........I feel bad because she's really sick.... I LOVE YOU LIKE A SIS REBECCA! (although we are still at war! David loves you! mwah ha ha!)

So My Chemical Romance tickets are now on sale! And the concert is also featuring Rise Against! I am determined to go!!!!! I will go!!! No doubt about it!!!!! And I recently fell in love with another band.....The Used. My big bro got me their CD for Christmas. I had no idea who they were. Then, i listened to them, AND THEY WERE AWESOME!

I haven't seem any anime recently. Oh yeah, except for the FMA movie. Oh yeah, and Adult Swim recently just started Inuyasha the series all over again! There are a lot of Inuyasha episodes. But it's always exciting to watch anime, even if they are re-runs ^_^

And uh.....Rebecca, are you really gonna be okay for the movies on Saturday? And, i still have your gift...^_^

And me and Leah went to the Witch Craft store.....but they were closed! I am determined to get a pendolum no matter what!

Hi!

2007-01-04T01:16:14Z

I just a funny random comment war with Leah! Okie!

And a question...has anybody ever heard of "supergals" the anime/manga